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Permanent Wounds

by Survived by Nothing

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1.
Soul Rift 02:49
I wish I was transparent. I wish everyone could read my mind. A coward exposed but honest to the core. No room for mistakes, no chance to disappoint. No more than a hollow shell. I guess the problem is being fine with it. I don’t have enough to give but there is so much I can take. You only waste your precious light standing in an empty place. I admit it’s my fault for making you believe there is more to this vacant man. I will take the blame. Push me aside, lay your sorrow to waste.
2.
I can’t feel the nails in my skin. Tearing just to see if there’s something left to bleed or there’s a draught inside of me. How many wounds are enough to get used to the pain? No matter how hard my grip things simply slip away. I wish there was someone I could a blame; a god or a doctor, or a nuclear reactor. But it seems like the wind just swayed in and carried the spark to ignite what I wanted to save. How much time does it take to heal the wounds of absence? Will the scars make me fear or leave me numb to what’s ahead? Or am I better off dead?
3.
Molehill 02:34
Forever shallow, escape the depths, fall in love with insignificance. Denied the presence of those I can’t replace. Drain me of empathy, rejoice in a rat race. Unsympathetic, don’t mend, I’ll break it. I fucking hate it but if you learn the truth and come to hate me so be it. Loss of expression, a subtle throb. I can’t feel it. I can’t sleep anymore. Cold feet, arms always sore. I can’t feel anymore. Make me bleed, get it done. At ease by myself in a place like this. Or am I the one who was deserted? Frozen veins, subtle throb. Can I feel it?
4.
Panic Addict 02:01
Air is heavy with the stench of hate. Oh how I wish this place wasn’t my home. You surrender in the face of the hoax. Lie upon lie, you swallow them whole. It gets you high, gives you sense of control. It must feel important to raise your voice. Panic addict, mindless static. Burden too heavy, you carry the downfall. Indifference would be enough so please just shut your fucking mouth. Who robbed you of sincerity and carved you into piece of shit? God or a priest? Are you blind or deceived? Burn in hell, a place you use to intimidate. Rot in humanity’s sewer, with waste alike.
5.
How can I turn away? Every road holds no escape. How can I shut my eyes and not see what makes me cry? If I leave hold your tears. Save yourself, set me free. I don’t want to watch this life tear me apart. Let me save what’s left of my worn out heart. Wounds will heal if you let me go. Time will tell if I was fit to grow. I will need another lie to tell to everyone. I cope how I cope, I hope it’s fine if I’m alive. And when I catch a glimpse of peace I seek, I won’t think twice. I’ll run and chase it. My heart is not made to be filled with rage. Curse all I know for keeping me in cage.
6.
Immutable 02:38
Nothing has changed. A futile dream. Wishful thinking. Stuck in a cycle of discontent, it never ends. Constantly sinking, in search of just a shred. Restless. Burdened with expectations. Desire out of reach. Aimless. A stranger to myself. Locked up without a key. Now, I feel like I’m spinning in a vortex. Caught in a snare that’s steadily tightening. I want to know what is this all about. Am I trying to reach to deep?

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Recorded, mixed and mastered by Josip Pilipić at Silversound studio.


Artwork by @cvspe


We are Vedran, Marko and Grga.

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released June 24, 2022

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